Hard, But Worth It.

Remember last post when I was starting the Body for Life?
Well that didn't happen.
In reality, I knew it wouldn't happen. My mom wasn't ready to do it and I wasn't committed. You would think I would be.
My friend is starting a simple fitness program based on her Sister-In-Law's ideas and it seems like a good plan. (you can find it here! and here!)
The only problem I have is that I don't have a scale in my house. Which is a problem for me. I should purchase one.
I just need to write down what I eat. I like to eat about 6 times a day. Small meals one at 7, 9, 11, 1, 3 and around 5 or 6. I love eating this way, because I never get truly hungry. I will eat pretty good everyday except Friday. FREE DAY! Best day of the week. Actually I have been doing that (not writing it down) and as the weeks went on, I was eating junk because... if I didn't eat it today then I couldn't eat it another time. Not because I wanted it. That was actually a good feeling. Time to get back into that!
I am also going to try and at the very least go on a 30 minute walk each day. I should run as often as I can as I am running a Ragnar in a few weeks, but... I don't have enough time. Working 3 jobs takes quite a big chunk of time out of each day!

Missingness

New Little League Comic!

I just love them so much!

The badguys.... haha! How amazing!

So My amazing Best Friend, Ethereal  is... Amazing.

I miss her WAY to much!

But I know it will be ok. You don't get to be friends with someone for 13 years without having a little bit of missingness.

Details later :)

I Protest!

I love creating things!

How wonderful is it that I can think of something and then make it?!

12th Doctor is awesome.

He pretty much made my day yesterday.

See Yesterday was pretty much made me want to:

Wish I had a Protest Button that would make my days that much better!

But I guess that is Why I have friends like the 12th Doctor and Awesome things like My Journal and Scriptures and Institute.

I learn more at institute than I ever think I will. 

Every. Single. Time.

Spiritual Overload! AH!

Jk

I don't get overloaded every time. 

But I do learn something new, or relearn something that makes me

Well, next time maybe I'll put something informative on here :)

Probably not. 

Out of Balance

What is wrong?

Right now.

Something is wrong right now in my life and I need to fix it. 

What do I do all day?

Without School

1. Watch Doctor Who

is that bad? No I just do it waaaaaay to much

2.  Get on the computer and check Facebook, Tumblr, Deviantart, e-mail, Pinterest, anything else I can think of... Just to waste time

Is that bad? No, I just do it waaaaaaaaaay to much!

3. Watch something else

Is that bad? Yeah, wasting time.

4. Go to friends houses and watch more tv there

l-a-m-e

5. go to friends houses and sit and talk

great sometimes, but when that and tv is all we do? No thanks.

So I need a change.

What is that change?

Change

1. give myself a limit on Doctor Who

Fine I can do that, and I can have exceptions but only with friends and only if I have followed my rules

2. Keep track of each time I get on the internet

How long I am on, and What I do while I am on for an entire week

3. with family, it's fine, friends it's fine. 

More than 4 hours a day? Probably not

4. go to a friends house to DO something. 

Party with a movie, just a party, going out to do something, staying in to do something. anything!

5. make a list of things to do. 

Do them

ok. 

I have some changes. Now I just need to do them.

Implement them.

I can do that.

Serve

Pretty sure that is the best thing I can do.

When I go to friends houses, offer to do things for them or with them to make their lives better

When I am at home do more things for my family that wouldn't normally get done.

When I am by myself, think about someone else. Make them something to make them happy.

What would Jesus Do?

He would Serve people.

He would help them to become better by setting an example.

I don't know how to do that very well but I can certainly try.

I can try

I can do 

I can be better

Art

I want to do it.

I want to be an artist.

I want to animate a superhero cartoon, preferably with the Flash.

I want to illustrate a children's book.

I want to help people see the world better.

How can I do that with just art?

 How can I do that?

Family

I need to have better relationships with my family.

My brothers need me to be here for them

I am not right now

I need a job so I can get money to treat them

I don't have to have money to treat them

 can be a kind, fun sister without that

I want the be the sister that they grow up and still call because they miss her.

The kind that they hang out with during high school and don't care what other people think.

"Keep Moving Forward"

Papers, Texts, Thor, FF XIII, Drawings, Cleaning, Checks, Money, Job, Friends, Boys, Brothers, Family, Phone Calls, X-Men, Lights, Guitar, Justin Beiber, Cell Phone, Roses, Feelings, Freak Out, Guilt, Clam, Institute, Conference, Procrastination, Computer, Art Paper, Music, COLD, Socks, Coat, Sweater, Temple, Math, Airplane, Credits = Balance

Yeah, makes no sense. I know. 

But this is what happens in life. Everything happens all at once and it is.. WONDERFUL!

I don't know how much better it can get. I know it can get better, It has been proved once before!

With General Conference!

Now I am so happy, yet I still have to write a paper... and I am procrastinating!

Yesterday one of my best friends down here motivated me to run with words from my favorite show!

"Keep moving forward. You've got two good legs. So get up and use them. You're strong enough to make your own path."

Oh my goodness! Now I have to put more FMAB on here just because I found some amazing ones!

I know, that is probably WAY to much awesomeness for one post.... I'll have to limit myself next time!