this is how I am feeling lately
e-m-b-a-r-a-s-s-e-d
It seems that I am not very good at handling my relationships with males
If they are friends, I think I am just fine
But anything more?
I just come apart.
Pretty sure I need to work on that...
Well, maybe if I just pretend I have done nothing wrong it will all work itself out
maybe...
Perhaps not. Pretty sure I just want a friend right now. Just a friend
