"Bitter Sweet and Strange"

Remember this post when I was really upset with myself?

"Well...." As the Doctor would say.

I am no longer upset with myself for that instance. 

I have decided that is just fine.

Life goes on.

And as life goes on, so do I.

And God helps me forward.

He gives me FABULOUS knowledge and builds my testimony...

This much.

well actually... a whole lot more.

So much more.

A True Hero

It is amazing how perspective can change.

Just a little while ago I was a Young Woman, who thought she knew everything but never admitted it.

I was silly and stupid and careless and young.

3 years can change someone dramatically.

I have grown. Not completely. That will take more than this lifetime for me to Grow up all the way.

But I have grown in maturity, in wisdom and in strength of personal character.

Don't get me wrong, I have a long way to go.

More than I want to think about.

But I will get there.

At least I am better than I was.

Can I ask for more?

Especially as I am working my hardest to become better every day.

I hope it all pays off.

I am sure it will.

My goal is to be much better versed in important matters by Aug.

My piano playing will be better, I will know more about the scriptures, I will be stronger, I will be more kind, I will be more Christ-like, charitable.

I am going to work my hardest this summer. Harder than I have ever worked. And I am going to become the best person I have ever been.

And no one but myself can stop me.

So I won't let me.