What do I love?
What makes me happy every time I do it? Is there anything? Yes, being with children. Children make me happy. Helping other people makes me happy. But what can I do on my own that makes me happy.
I am so frustrated with how I am living my life right now. I don't want to sit down on my computer for most of the day. I want to be active. I want to move and be strong and have enough money to be able to go places. I want to be able to play tag with the little kids. I want to love using my body. I want to love to do physical things. I want to do things other than watch TV.
I don't want to sit down. I don't want to run my life the way I have been running it. But how do I change? The change that I need to make is going to be a difficult one. But It can start with changing the way that I have my room set up. I need to change it a little bit and I can start by doing that now.
I just have to get up and do it. Right now.
