"Whelmed"

I need money.

I need a job.

I need to pay for things.

I don't particularly want to do any of that.

I am definitively Whelmed.

Ever feel like no matter what you do you are behind everyone?

I feel this way... ALL the time!

But eventually I will get there.

Eventually I will be done with school.

Eventually I will finally get into my house!

Sometimes no matter what I try, I miss the target.

But then again, sometimes I decide I am to lazy to try.

And that is completely my fault!

So then I feel like I just want to crawl up and sleep and not do anything but veg.... 

Awful.

But at least I can start trying at any time right?

Turn everything around with one action.

I can do it.